Wednesday, March 09, 2005



tadi pagi ngobrol2 ma riesa di YM tiba2 nyandung topik yang bikin gue berdua sedih banget. dalam banyak hal gue ma riesa ini ada kesamaan. gak perlu dijelasin apa kesamaannya karena mungkin untuk sebagian orang, kami ini terkesan mengada2. hehehe..

ok, back to track. hasil dari omong2 malah bikin gue mellow gak ketulungan. aer mata gue yang tau2nya mleber gak bisa dicegah.

*wishpering to my self
everyone knows i love him so much
everyone knows it's forbidden
but how could i get over him
or.. should i?

i am happy to live in this situation
but if life doesn't give me any choices to live with him
should i leave it behind?
cos i know i can't make it.. for sure!

for God shake, it's hard for me being here
this feeling hits me so hard and deep inside

mmmhhh.. but i can't be so selfish like this
sooner or later it should be over
wether i am ready or not

ok deh, gue rasa gue siap ngadepin ini semua. toh gue dah tau dari awal kondisi kayak gini gak bakal bisa dibawa kemana2. serba mentok bow. dan gue gak akan ngijinin hati gue terus2an sedih. gak adil untuk hidup gue. gak boleh gue stuck disini mikirin dia yang dah jelas gak bakal bisa gue miliki. gue yakin.. gue percaya.. semua akan baek2 aja. gue gak boleh mellow berkepanjangan. gak boleh!! nti kalo gue nyungsep lagi, trus sapa yang jagain icun2 gue?

i feel much better now.. thanks for reading.. love you!!



//y12:01 PMy//

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A tortoise is a land-dwelling reptile of the order Testudines. Like their aquatic cousins, the turtles, tortoises are shielded from predators by a shell. The top part of the shell is the carapace, the underside is the plastron, and the two are connected by the bridge. The tortoise has both an endoskeleton and an exoskeleton. Tortoises can vary in size from a few centimetres to two meters. Most land tortoises are herbivorous in the wild.

Tortoises generally have lifespans comparable with those of human beings, and some individuals are known to have lived longer than 150 years. Because of this, they symbolize longevity in some cultures, such as China.

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Name: BECKY
Age: guess :p

I ♥ Shopping, Movies, Blue, White, and Tortoise.

Exits

*momod
*shofa
*bebe (pi'i)
*babe (sipul)
*milla (memeng)
*aby (nenal)
*ula
*iyang (gambreng)
*firman
*cakra
*gembull
*dv
*siUUL
*gani
*laras
*wina
*deppi
*bebek
*awank
*nada
*ruthy
*astri
*dhika
*ketek
*nyana
*vi3


Forgotten

. January 2005 . February 2005 . March 2005 . April 2005 . May 2005 . June 2005 . July 2005 . August 2005 . September 2005 . October 2005 . November 2005 . January 2006 . February 2006 . March 2006 . April 2006 . May 2006 . June 2006 . August 2006 . September 2006 . November 2006 . January 2007 . August 2007 . September 2007 . December 2007 . February 2008 . March 2008 . June 2008 . July 2008 . August 2008 . February 2009 . .